I want to have an affair. I love my wife, but there comes a time when everyone wonders what life looks like on the other side. I want to be able to fall into my lover’s arms at night and feel deep satisfaction. I want to be oblivious to kids, problems at work, and paying my bills. I’m so worn down by life. I just want to get close and intimate in a way I haven’t known in years. Is it really too much to ask for? Am I a bad person for wanting to have an affair, with sleep?