A Bedtime Story

I want to have an affair.  I love my wife, but there comes a time when everyone wonders what life looks like on the other side. I want to be able to fall into my lover’s arms at night and feel deep satisfaction.  I want to be oblivious to kids, problems at work, and paying my bills.  I’m so worn down by life.  I just want to get close and intimate in a way I haven’t known in years.  Is it really too much to ask for?  Am I a bad person for wanting to have an affair, with sleep?